Ponderation....

She is pondering on many parts of life right now, and she can't come to a clear decision.  She is torn.

Shhhhhhh.....

Do you hear the silence? 

She quotes her friend...

"Abby, NOTHING can NOT happen to you." 

She...

...is going to bed! Night, y'all!

She....

...has a very heavy, sad, and concerned heart for her friend.  She just wants that person to find happiness.  Badly.

She's Lookin' Forward...

She's fairly certain that if you gave her an endless supply of paint and an empty room, she could be happy forever and ever. (She can't find the whole picture of this wall.."tied" to the heart is the word "LOVE" in big, happy, huge letters.) 

Looking Forward...

She is having a better day today, and she is looking *forward* to a bright and wonderful future.  She's thankful for all of the people and things that her God has blessed her with.  She is a lucky girl.

The sun'll come out...tomorrow....

....so she'll put on her happy face today.

She is strong...

...or so "they" tell her.  She thought this quote fit:  I am too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.  Seems to fit her life right now, huh?

She needs a vacation........

and she wishes it could be another one like this. 

Confident and Comforable...

...that's how she feels about her new job.  She's relieved to know that she made the right decision, and happy that her friend helped her come to the right conclusion.  :)

New "Office"

She decorated her new "office" today, and she feels more at home now, with her things on her desk.  She can see herself working here for many years to come.  She is happy to be back in an office setting with people and "busy" work...and she stays busy, so the day passes by fairly fast.  She is happy.

Work

She thinks she is going to love her new job...she's happy to be back in an office setting with people who are NICE.  NICE goes a loooong way!

Wasting Time

She was wasting time, looking at things like this on facebook...

...when she should have been unpacking boxes.

She loves her family.

She was happy to see her family today, and extra happy to actually have some nice visiting time.  Her family uplifts her and she loves them very much.

Ashamed.

Sometimes, she says things that she *knows* she shouldn't say, and she gets hoppin' mad, and she *knows* she should wait, but darned if she doesn't go ahead and do it anyways.  And then she is ashamed, and ashamed is not one of the feelings she would pick should she be able to choose.  She knew it would hurt; part of her wanted it to hurt.  She knows she should apologize, but she firmly believes it's hard to apologize for the truth...maybe she could just apologize for pointing out the truth?  Yeah, that's it. 

Shhhh.....

She is happy to have "quiet" and to be rid of Westerns.

Knowledge

She is learning something new today.
(Knowledge is power, you know.)

She wishes she were there, too.

She's gonna miss her girl....

...her "LucyLoo", who is spending the week with her parents.

She feels like *maybe* she can do it.

Just maybe.